For those who haven't read any of my posts, read my profile, checked any of my links, followed me on twitter, seen my blogs, or checked out may Yahoo group, I thought I'd let you know a bit about me. I started with Phonesex in 2007, both as a job and independently on Niteflirt. It was fun, and I am a very sexual woman, so I followed the road that led me down. I posted pictures, then more pictures, then started to sell them, and evolved into video clips. If you are contemplating whether or not you want to be self-employed as a model, or phone sex, or do "solo fetish porn" (like I do) on your own, I was able to go from renting with one vehicle , to buying a home and 2 vehicles in less than 10 years. That being said, there are always cons to anything you may choose. I have relationships, the ones closest to me know what I do, but I don't tell everyone simply because I don't think it is everyone's business. I am a private person, I don't date anyone I have met online until and unless I have known them a while as a friend, and I do enjoy my online relationships/friendships. I am a total geek-girl at heart, love gaming, horror movies, reading books, being creative, and driving (I seriously love cars, but mostly the classics). I can sew, and can change my own brakes on my car. I am not my job, but my job is what I want it to be. I've been in Georgia all my life, and may some day travel, but I'm pretty satisfied with where I'm at right now. I am always welcome to new friends and experiences, but even though I do model and show my body on clips & cam, it doesn't mean I am easy. Sex is sex, but the real enjoyment comes from the connection you can make with someone else above and beyond fucking. I am not religious, but I am spiritual, and I lean more towards Paganism and Buddhism than anything else. I am not a gainer, but I am in love with my body (especially the booty), and I respect other model's choices in doing what they enjoy. Yes, I am more Dominant. Yes, I do switch. Yes, I have dabbled in BDSM. There is a lot more, but that is the basic idea of where I am coming from, if you were wondering. This will be all I post about my personal self for now, though. I think it's best to keep a little mystery, don't you think?
Now, back to you admiring the view from behind while you watch me slowly walk away.
Just a little update for those who don't follow me on Twitter or Tumblr & don't know what's been going on with me. I started feeling ill right before my birthday (lucky me) and have not been well for a little over a month now. I have seen a few doctors, been to the ER, and still we are just treating my symptoms since they have no idea what the illness is. Not wanting to get into specifics, but I'm feeling better, and will go to yet another doctor next week. One of the biggest problems they are having is the fact that otherwise I am pretty healthy. So a bit of a mystery. I'm doing better and should know within the next couple of weeks if I'm going to stay that way. I will keep ya'll posted, but when you start seeing me upload more clips4sale, you'll know I'm well!
For My fans who haven't read my blog..
Obviously, I have not been around as much as I once was. My attempts to post regularly were often interrupted with completely unintentional breaks in between. Months would pass before I even realized it, and I scrambled to get back into keeping in touch, only to have the cycle repeat itself. This really started right before I bought my house and has continued way too long. More things have happened than my just moving, of course, and life got in the way, work got in the way (boy did it!!), and I found myself questioning where I Was going with this.
Should I continue with my website and webcam and Niteflirt phone lines?
I have put a lot into my online "adult" work and it was not a decision I was going to make on a whim. I have gone back and forth with so many reasons for and against continuing to make fetish solo clips, having phone sex, and getting myself on webcam, just to name a few. I even went back to remind myself why I started doing it to begin with; because I enjoyed it. And that was the main factor behind my decision. For those months that I did not do it, I realized it was because it was less enjoyable and more like work since I was tired from other things, and wanted time to relax.
I love my fans, I love my followers, I love my subs, and I love the friends I have made. This past month or so I have been popping on more and more to various forums and websites and realized how much I missed it. Yes, I make money selling clips, getting on webcam, and talking on the phone. Yes it is like a business, and I do not do it for free, but I really loved doing it. I was reminded of that today.
So I will be breathing life back into my websites, my blog, my yahoo group, etc. I will be returning to enjoy myself more because I can. Life will still be busy. Oh, and yes there will still be people who will try to put me down because of my body type, because of the adult content, and just because they are jerks, but that was never something that put me off to it. And Yes, there may be times when I miss an update or two as unexpected setbacks never seem to be slowing down around here, but I will continue to keep you all updated on what is going on with me.
Thanks so much to everyone who has stuck with me through this crazy non-planned and completely accidental hiatus. I hope you enjoy what is to come!
But really, I haven't gone anywhere. I have been sucked into the void of buying a house, packing, moving, buying more furniture, getting everything the way I want it, and trying to figure out how to tend to so many plants and trees and lawn! Whew! I hate run-on sentences. Anyway, I wanted to let everyone know I haven't been avoiding you all, just literally been too busy to do anything else. I have enjoyed it immensely as I love my new house, even though there are still about 10 or so boxes not unpacked. I have started getting my office looking nice, but still have a little ways to go. These past few months have been a whirlwind, really. True, I haven't quite reached the point of being able to sit back and relax on my front porch yet, but I am much closer. I do miss being on line, being on webcam, and the phones and interacting with everyone like I had. So I am going to make DAMN sure I have time to assure my fans, and friends, that I am still here and wanting very much to get more videos posted while I return to the webcam as well! Seriously, its been a rough 5 or so months, but don't feel bad for me, its all been worth it as I love my new house. See ya'll on cam, or twitter, or Niteflirt, or here, where ever!
P.S. also, REAL exited about my birthday in ELEVEN days! Can you imagine?
Best way I can describe how my past couple of months have been. If you don't know, I have been looking for a house to buy since last year, and finally found one! There were other offers on the house, and amazingly, mine won! I must have been naive, because I was not prepared for all the paperwork, printing, signing, reprinting, re-signing, proving where every penny of my money came from. Feeling like the next thing they were going to ask for was a blood sample! All that calmed down, finally, then the strangest things kept happening. Lightning storm FRIED my surround system which I watch my DVDs on (and nothing else in the house was affected), I got a blue screen on my PC for the first time in YEARS, my only vehicle completely tore up (took 5 days to find out what was wrong with it) and a steel pulley that my Husky uses for his runner fell apart for no reason. So, yes, its been VERY weird around here.
I have opened up 2 new stores with clips4sale, trying to add the same clips in different formats, and finding no extra time to do my new clips. I have boxes everywhere, trying to pack, so no real space to do anything in either. All in all, I am glad that I am buying a house, but with all this other crazy stuff going wrong, I am beginning to wonder! Thanks for listening, just thought I'd give a little insight into why I haven't been around much or on Messenger, either. Once I get my office in my new house settled, I will be available more on cam and Niteflirt, and have more room to shoot clips. Especially outside ones!! I'll hopefully update more soon!
I have been wanting to do a weekly blog post, just to let everyone know what has been going on with me in my life and why I never seen to be able to get on webcam lately no matter how much I want to! I have had very little "spare" time what ill my full time job, family, friends, so many activities going on, always something to do on my day off, trying to buy a house, having a birthday last month, dealing with SO much!! So the summer was VERY hectic and even though I was able to update my clips4sale & Members site twice a week, I haven't made any new clips in a few months. I made a whole bunch at once since I knew I wasn't going to have any opportunities to be able to make new, so I was smart in thinking ahead! My only problem was, I never took into consideration the many requests I would have! I have been saying for the past month that I will start getting those requests out, but have not yet been able to do so. Even this week that was the plan, but one thing or another has happened, and denied me of my precious sleep so I have to use the small "spare" time I had to nap before work. I work 6 days a week from 11am est - 6pm est and then immediately getting dinner ready and so forth. I know I don't talk much about my personal life, but no, I am not alone in my house, so let us just leave it at that. So my only chance of getting on webcam or making any new clips is from about 8am til work time. Such a small window I know! I have been thinking of giving up some of my "ME" time to log in to Niteflirt at night, but we will see how that goes. With the new FALL TV lineup, it looks pretty likely that there will not be a damn thing on TV worth watching.
SO In a nuteshell, I will be up early tomorrow morning and getting a few vid clip requests done! I have had SO many requests, I will do everything I can to get them ALL done before the end of the month! Hang in there with me, but don't' be shy! Please send more requests and let me know if you'd like to schedule a time to see me on webcam on JUSTBBWCAMS, or STREAMATE, or call me through NITEFLIRT or get at me through RUDE before I start a permanent schedule to webcam! Keep buying my fetish clips at CLIPS4SALE & do join my MEMBERSHIP site for all access!
Shaking my big sexy booty,
So my full time job has changed my hours, & I have been working late at night. From 9pm to 4 am to be exact. It has been a little difficult getting used to these past 2 weeks, but I am getting there! I have spent a lot of my time during work on Twitter & neglecting all the message boards. Even though I have been posting updates on my Clips4Sale store, I tweet about it & then get caught up in conversations! It is SO addicting! I love my twitter, but I am going to have to limit myself to like an hour a day or something before I get completely sucked in to the twitterspere!!
Funny Twitter Vid: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PN2HAroA12w
Until next time, don't stare too much at my ass or you'll be addicted to that too!!
I had plans to do a bunch of videos to have saved up to do updates of my clips4sale store throughout the summer, but I have only managed to do 3 so far. I have an unexpected house guest so that makes it a little difficult to get things done! I am behind schedule as I had wanted to post a vid of me rubbing baby oil on my ass and a requested POV Giantess video on Weds. Well better late than never! I hope to have it done by Friday or Saturday.
Work has kept me busy for 8 to 9 hours a day which is good, but leaves less time for the fun stuff. I went out to eat last night to go to the Pizza Buffet and was surprised! They had closed down oh no! So I drove a little farther to the other Pizza Buffet and IT WAS SHUT DOWN TOO!! So On top of everything else I have to search for another Pizza Buffet close by. But at least there is a happy ending! I went to a Chinese Buffet instead and managed to get my tummy full.
I'm just an awful blogger on here! I spend almost all of my online time on Twitter, all bleary-eyes from trying to keep up! In fact, I don't think I've even posted to an FF thread in a month. I love it here too!!!
I've been busy with work, although that's no excuse since I work at home & spend all of my time on the 'puter WHILE working. I am still happily single, been spending most of my free time (damn what's that?) with family. I got a puppy months ago & he has been running me ragged! He is a Husky and now that he's 4 months old & its warm as hell here he sheds EVERYWHERE! Good thing he's gonna be mostly outside!
I have finally caught up with all the Big Bang Theory episodes, but am still sadly behind on Doctor Who! Happy to see AbFab might be coming back tho!! I'm one of the lucky few that does NOT have cable, however, so I rely on DVDs.
OK, I've blabbed enough for today. Tune in next time when we reveal the secrets of the universe! Or something totally different.
The past 2 weeks have been mega busy & I hope things can somewhat settle down so I can do a few more videos. I haven't been on Cam in forever and am starting on a New Cam Site for me, anyway. I am planing on giving myself some new equipment for Christmas (well in February) so I can take much better videos & not have the lighting problem with my photos. The only place I've been able to take excellent pics has been outside and even though I love that, I can only do it during school hours when roaming children are not about. SO I have lots in the plans these next few months! I am going to take some time to learn how to do my own site and get that going within a few weeks, hopefully. I know very little and nothing about the billing process, but I know I can learn if I make time to sit down & do research. Once that is ready to go, I will have new cams for my Voyeur House on Rude, and better video and still cameras and lighting. I am SO excited!! And I promise I will try to blog more here, even if it is just to vent.
I still haven't taken any pics, but my blonde/black hair is noe a burgundy color, almost purple, which wsn't quite my intent, but still I think it looks neat. I would describe it as a dark/black cherry color, real different from the light blonde I once had. I hope to get pics up SOON!